Against Doctor's Orders.....I'M BACK!**

LEGS does this thing that drives me NUTS!!! He cleans out Clancy's eye boogies, and instead of using a kleenex he just rubs them in his hair...GROSS and CRUEL...no wonder the dog stinks!!! He did it again last night and then tried to touch me afterward......HE'S LOST HIS DAMN MIND!?!

 

I change my bed sheets once a week.......Men's Health says 1-2 weeks, I think 1 week is better......

 

Well......I got 4 hours of drug induced sleep last night, then I woke up and cleaned the entire downstairs perfectly normal behavior right?......and I cratered- I ate the cream cheese frosting- but only after I cleaned- just in case Santa is watching.....I was thinking last night I wonder if any of my neighbors see me do this stuff.......am I paranoid?

 

Some random dreams in my crazy head. I had this dream that I ran into my old German Teacher from High School, Frau Vischer.  She had a mohawk that was dreads......I spent the whole dream telling her how good her hair looked- this morning when I woke up all I could do was laugh because it looked F-IN horrible!!! What does that mean???

 

I have been frantically looking for our wedding vows and our wedding pictures CD- I suspect they are packed somewhere away in a box :( Since LEGS and I do not have very much money we are going to write a new set of vows for our anniversary this year and I wanted to look at the old ones for a point of reference.....surprisingly I do remember parts of them...after looking for them and coming up empty handed I went back to bed.....WHERE ARE THEY!?!?!

 

Women are more attracted to men wearing red.......(Men's Health)

 

LEGS got up to go to PT this morning and when he got home he woke me up to go pick up the TANK.  I felt like death.  So I asked him if he could do me a real big favor, and go in and deal with the guys in the shop for me (that and I have a Zit the size of Alaska on my face and I was too tired to put makeup on)......He reluctantly agreed and I figured out why......once we got there he spent 15 minutes messing with his Beret before he exited the car......For the love of GOD- was he just trying to make me feel bad???

 

TANK- check, Acutal Sleep- check, Coffee- check, Higher Dose of Synthroid-check, this is TANK GIRL - just want to report I am ready to do battle......

 

I went back to bed when we got home.  I woke up and had a poop! :D This is major progress with my Zombie Disease.  Against my better judgment I put myself on a higher dose of Synthroid, don't know how the Doctor is going to respond to this.....OWELL....

 

I'm coming home, I'm coming home, tell the world I'm coming home......I'm back where I belong, I never felt so strong, I feel like there's nothing I can't try....I'm putting my hands high.......

 

I ran 3 miles shadow boxing the whole way today!!! Man it feels so good to run, I felt so free......and strong, I am feeling the hunger to start boxing again- in fact I am considering asking LEGS to put the BAG back up so I can pound on it in the garage- especially when I can't sleep in the middle of the night..........(Evil Laugh)

 

You know what? I have the best friends- I got so many encouraging messages yesterday......its like they were praying for me and GOD answered their prayers because I feel like me again today.......It sucks when its too tiring be me....I don't want to be anybody else...I like me......

 

I also think my Karmella Bella knew I wasn't feeling well yesterday because she was extra loving and concerned for me.........at least I will have her in NEVER NEVER LAND......she's my ROAD DOG!!!

 

The cause of most bad knees (when older) is carrying around too much excess weight. 

 

I finished the book 'Pay It Forward' yesterday.  I had already seen the movie, but my Sister Chachel sent me the book.  I decided to read it because it is the season to be generous and kind.  I really enjoyed the book and started thinking- about Paying it Forward.  Next time an opportunity comes for me to help somebody in a big way- I am going to do it- I'll keep you posted!!!  

 

Also, Where does the time go? I spend all day hurrying, bustling, rushing getting all these chores done, by the time I get them done I have run out of time.  I used to think if I didn't have a job I would have so much more time to do the things I wanted to do like knit, read, box, etc.  I hardly spend any of my day doing those things......makes me wonder how I functioned when I did have a job......HOLY MOLY!

 

I started packing for our OREGON TRIP today......I am started to get SO EXCITED......hmmmmm I do wonder if OREGON IS READY FOR TANK GIRL!?!

 

LEGS and I are thinning out after Thanksgiving there is NO WAY IN HECK I am showing up to Christmas FAT. Listen up because everybody is always asking me how I lost weight- and when your in a weight managed sport your weight is EVERYTHING!!! 

 

My plan is to exercise pretty rigorously two times a day.  Second, my diet- in the morning AFTER I run/lift weights I drink a protein shake for breakfast, for lunch I eat some Chobani yogurt (more protein and more filling) and some fruit and/or PB and Celery.  For dinner we eat chicken, salad and a veggie- that means 75% of what we eat is Veggies........

 

Cheese and Rice!!! I have another Doctor appointment tomorrow....I feel a sudden case of Tourettes syndrome coming on......

 

Just another day in the life of an unlikely military wife.......**